24 October 2007

Death Wish

I received the following message below to show you the language in which the pain this person has gone through and that prompted her to write to our website. This is at least one reason why I desire to keep the website up and running when I get back to the states. You can see some of the pain that human ignorance of the Bible, particularly about human nature, has caused. The translation is below. I've responded to the email since.

"Imi doresc foarte mult sa mor...Cand eram mica am incercat sa ma sinucid consumand o cantitate foarte mare de alcool insa...nu am reusit.La varsta de 16 ani am fost lovita de o masina dar...am scapat doar cu o contuzie la genunchi.Am fost foarte suparata pe D-zeu ca m-a scapat cu viata dat fiind faptul ca El stia cat de mult imi doresc sa mor.Toata lumea imi spune ca sufar de depresie de aceea imi doresc sa mor dar...nu este deloc adevarat.Eu cred ca e vorba de un blestem sau poate sunt de vina parintii mei pt. ca nu m-au botezat la nastere,eu fiind pana azi nebotezata.Simt ca sunt speciala in ochii lui D-zeu dar nu inteleg de ce permite ca eu sa sufar atat de mult si nu-mi ofera si mie un pic de fericire" (name withheld)

"I very much want to die...When I was small I try to kill myself by consuming a very large quantity of alcohol. However, didn't succeed. At 16, I was hit by a car, but I escaped just with a contusion on my knees. I was very upset with God that he allow me to escape with my live because He knew how much I was to die. Everyone tells me that I suffer from depression; that is why I want to die, but it is not true at all. I think that it is about a curse or perhaps it is the fault of my parents becasue I was not baptized at birth, me being unbaptized until today. I feel that I am special in God's eyes, but I do not understand why he allows me to suffer so much and does not offer me a moment of happinness

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